Katie Price has emotionally opened up about her fears for Harvey in a tell-all interview.
Speaking candidly about Harvey’s future, she said: “I know it’s horrible to say, but I wish he’d go before me because he wouldn’t cope without me.”
The 39-year-old opened up about her 18 year old son after he was rushed to hospital in ambulance last week.
Harvey was diagnosed as suffering from a chest infection and not a heart attack as originally feared.
Katie reveals her deepest fears after hospital scare
Harvey, whom suffers from genetic condition Prader-Willi syndrome, which causes an excessive appetite, now weighs 27-and-a-half stone.
According to reports, experts have already warned the My Crazy Life star that her son’s weight is a concern and could lead to heart problems in the future.
Speaking to The Sun, the scared mum revealed how she’d like Harvey to die before she does because living alone without her doesn’t bare thinking about.
Katie said how she’d like Harvey to die before her in an emotional interview (Image: katieprice/Instagram)
She said: “When Harvey went into hospital, I feared the worst. I always do. The doctors have told me he’s at high risk of having a heart attack.
“He’s 27 and a half stone wears 5XL clothes and he gets out of breath walking up the stairs. So of course I panicked.
“I can’t see him living past 50 unless we sort his weight and his breathing out.
“We try everything but cutting down food is hard.”
Katie said Harvey wouldn’t cope without her and he’d be so confused if she died
Opening up about her darkest fears, she added: “I know it’s horrible to say, but I wish he’d go before me because he wouldn’t cope without me.
“He’d be so heartbroken and wouldn’t understand where I’d gone.”
Harvey is autistic and also partially sighted after being born with septo optic dysplasia, which is a rare brain disorder.
Katie has some tough choice to make for Harvey as he enters adulthood soon
Katie is about to unleash a raw BBC documentary that will show Harvey’s transition into adulthood.
The reality TV star, who will need to make some harsh choices for her son’s future soon, added. “If I ever died, my other kids, obviously, would be heartbroken but Harvey would not understand where I’d gone.
“And I just think no one would look after him the way I do, and he wouldn’t understand why I’m not there.
“The thought kills me. I hate it. I don’t know what’s going to happen in the future.”
Source: Celebrities - dailystar.co.uk
