Aubrey O’Day, 39, has said she is “beyond heartbroken” after she went through a miscarriage.
The American singer, who is best known for being in the girl group Danity Kane, admitted to feeling “dead inside” and said she “blamed” herself after losing her baby.
The musician, who appeared on Celebrity Big Brother in 2016, opened up about her “heart-breaking” loss as she thanked fans for their “overwhelming” love.
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The singer told E! News on Monday (March 7) that she initially “blamed” herself for her miscarriage.
She confessed: “I’ve had moments where I’ve internalised what happened … but luckily, I realised there isn’t only one seat at the table.”
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She recently penned a post to her 945,000 Instagram followers, saying: “I wouldn’t change anything. I think that it’s important to let things happen and stay ‘happened’.
“People change, so you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right… and sometimes things you want most fall apart so that better things can fall together.
“Everything happens for a reason. I’ll always love you, my lil one.”
The American beauty announced she was expecting her first child in January after she was spotted holding her bump at a red carpet event.
Despite the pregnancy not being her first, she noted it was “the first time [she] was mentally healthy and in a physically prepared place to care for another life”.
Now, the reality star is looking forward to welcoming her “miracle” child in the future.
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Aubrey uploaded a screenshot of an article about her miscarriage to her Instagram Stories.
She told her fans: “Thank you for all the love in my DMs about my miscarriage. It’s crazy, but all I want to do is write and make music about the hell I’ve been going through, [behind the scenes].”
Amid the heartbreak, the musician said she tries to keep a positive outlook, adding: “When my baby is ready, he/she will come and forever be my grateful miracle.”
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