Jill Halfpenny has admitted she had sex on her mind all of the time after her partner died.
The 48-year-old actress, who starred as Kate Mitchell on EastEnders and Rebecca Hopkins on Coronation Street, faced tragedy in 2017 when her partner Matt Hanes died from a heart attack at the gym. Sadly, it echoed the death of her father, who suffered a heart attack in 1979 when Jill was just four years old.
The soap star has confessed she felt like a “lunatic” for thinking about sex following Matt’s death. She told the Mid Point podcast: “It was quite shocking to me. After Matt died, I had this obsession almost, this voracious appetite to have sex.
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“I was like, what a terrible person, what an awful person I am. And then when I went online, I saw hundreds of women going ‘yep, absolutely felt the same way’.
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But she didn’t actually sleep with anyone, despite her urges to. She added: “Thankfully for me, I didn’t act upon it. And then I went the other way and I was like, not interested, not even a glimmer.”
But despite her grief, Jill has managed to find a new partner. She told Prima Magazine: “It sounds so cheesy, but I think Ian and I met at the perfect time. After Matt died, I didn’t know if I’d ever meet anyone again, but Ian is my cheerleader – I know I’ve met somebody who I love and who loves me.”
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The actress discussed finding love again during a chat on BBC’s The One Show. She said: “When you lose a partner, a romantic relationship, it can sometimes feel like betrayal if you move on.
“It’s not, you absolutely are allowed to be happy again, but I think if you do the processing and the healing and do the work, you can go into another relationship and be happy again.
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“But if you haven’t done that work, there will always be a part of you somewhere else. I fortunately feel that I do deserve to be happy and I do feel happy, and it’s really nice to be in love again.”
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