Gemma Collins has opened up about her traumatic miscarriage.
The 39-year-old TOWIE was unaware she was four months pregnant when her unborn child died in 2012.
Gemma has now said “everything happens for a reason” as she opened up about the ordeal.
She also said it has taken time to move on from what happened to her.
Gemma said: “It was very traumatic at the time, it was very shocking actually.
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“Time’s a healer. And you know, as sad as it is, everything happens for a reason.”
She continued telling The Mirror: “So it was just one of those things, unfortunately. But hey ho to the future.”
Gemma has always been open about her dream of becoming a mum.
She spoke about her miscarriage in her autobiography Basically.
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Gemma heartbreakingly said that she was thought it was “God’s way” of punishing her for a previous abortion.
Gemma became pregnant during a five-year relationship with a banker.
She was unaware that she was expecting as she was taking the contraceptive pill at the time.
Gemma said: “I’ll never forget it, it was a very traumatising experience because I didn’t know I was pregnant and literally I remember waking up with severe pains.
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“My mum said to me, ‘Gemma you need to go to the toilet,’ and I was like, ‘Honey, this is not…’ I mean obviously I couldn’t describe…
“Look I try and find the bit of entertainment in this bad situation because I think that’s probably a coping mechanism of mine, I try to laugh or see a brighter side in things even though it was really traumatic.
“But I can remember just being in utter shock. I’ve been through a lot so I feel in life, nothing shocks me.”
Gemma has also recently been in the headlines for her messy split from boyfriend James Argent.
The pair have been off-and-on for seven years, however split after he branded her a “hippo” when she refused to pay for holiday flights.
Source: Celebrities - dailystar.co.uk